4.25.2013

postpartum horcrux

there is a LOVELY ( = cheesy) quote on pinterest about motherhood.


  

when fritzy was first born, i had this extreme sense of vulnerability.  debilitating.  i felt it with freddy but a million times more with fritzy.

it reminds me of making a horcrux.  when you make a horcrux* part of your soul is now outside of your body, just like the cheesalicious quote.  and it 100% destabilizes you.  "the soul becomes increasingly unstable (wikipedia!!)."

it's better now.  i feel less like he-who-must-not-be-named.  but still pretty vulnerable.  

* haha.  "when you make a horcrux."  as if.    

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